I have days where creativity flows. My heart is open. The world is my oyster. Humans are safe and awesome. I feel connected to nature and all living things. I take deep breaths, filling my lungs with possibility and hope. No mountain is too tall to climb. No relationship is too hard to navigate or too broken to mend. I am malleable. A glorious work in progress.
And some days I just want to quit.
My heart hurts. People are threatening. Nature is unpredictable.
I am alone. Disconnected. Unseen. No one cares.
Hope is lost.
I want to quit everything. It’s too painful and risky to keep going.
These are the moments I let God know that whenever He’s ready for me, I’m good to go.